<< December 2017 >>
Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri Sat
 01 02
03 04 05 06 07 08 09
10 11 12 13 14 15 16
17 18 19 20 21 22 23
24 25 26 27 28 29 30
31


 ..iTS THAT- CANT EAT.. CANT SLEEP- REACH FOR THE STARS.. OVER THE FENCE WORLD SERiES TYPE THiNG.


Contact Me

If you want to be updated on this weblog Enter your email here:


rss feed

Saturday, October 16, 2004
unicorn... the last one to ya baby

I want to say something to him. I just don't know what. I've said it all before, and some voice in my head is telling me he probably doesent want to talk to me. But thats a lie, i know he does, as much as I want to talk to him. I want things to be how they used to be. And now when the thought "I just want someone to love me" pops into my head I immediatly think about him and start to cry. He was good for me, I dont know why I messed it all up. I know he still cares, and I do too, but now everytime he says something i find someway to turn it around and it makes me mad. Even just the littlest things make me mad. If he tells me he loves me I get mad. I just want him not to care. Maybe it would all be a little less painful that way. I wish I didn't care, and I try to convince myself I don't, but I do. At this point i'm not sure if things could get better or worse. I'm not even sure how I want things to be, If things got better, he'd still be in my life, and i'm sure we would both get hurt again. And if things got worse, he wouldent be there like he used to, and I would have less to worry about.As much as we all want to we cant erase people from our lives, so whats the point in trying? If we avoid them theres still the memory of them and i't doesent go away as fast as they do. We can't completly shut it out like we did to them. And those memorys are what hurts the worst. It hurts to see how good things used to be. All I want to do is go back in time and never say anything to him. Actually thats a lie. Because i've learned alot from this. I grew more, I became a better person. I just want to say thanks for that. You changed me. and i will always love you.Everything will be ok.. Your life will be perfect.I never expect to see you again if i do it will totally SHOCK me. I cant deal with seeing you with another girl so im going far away. I hope your life is WONDERFUL!! i hope you learn to understand everything and everyone.. Kisses angel..

Love always,
Anne Marie (BRANNAN)-------> well not anymore.. but thats who i used to be.. every morning when i woke up..

Posted at 01:43 pm by ShAkEiTbAbY07
Comments (1)

Thursday, October 07, 2004
Alex...

Hope life's been good to you
since you've been gone
I'm doin' fine now - I've finally moved on
It's not so bad - I'm not that sad

I'm not suprised just how well I've survived
I'm over the worst, and I feel so alive
I can't complain - I'm free again

And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath - to forget

Don't think I'm lyin' 'round cryin' at night
There's no need to worry, I'm really all right
I've never looked back - as a matter of fact

And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath - to forget

It only hurts when i breathe
i miss you very very very very very very much.. and i love you.. i hope your life is going good for you... KiSsEs My UnIcOrN.. you have my heart.. remember that much.. bye baby

Posted at 07:19 am by ShAkEiTbAbY07
Comments (1)

Thursday, September 30, 2004
QuOtEs!!!

tha *best* part of my day was that
simple hug from u--tha worst part?
* w a s - l e t t i n q - gO' *

 

 

what's the real deal? 'Cause we both want to work on it, but never go the chance to really talk it out. & It was like you stopped my world & forgot to start it again, because I don't know my left from right without you, & even when there's a perfectly hot & single guy draped all over me, my mind is still set on you...

--^ L reminds me of the only boy ive ever loved-- and still doo….

 

She's beautiful as usual
with bruises on her ego
and the killer instinct tells her
to be aware of evil men.
And thats what you get for fallin again
You can never get him out of your head.

its the way that he makes you cry
its the way that he's in your mind
its the way that he makes you fall in love
its the way that he makes you feel
its the way that he kisses you

it's the way that he makes you fall in love...

>> this one reminds me of  that boy to0.. hmm

 

just cuz i flirt it dont mean imma hoe

unlike most you chickz i learned how

to say *no*

 

guys are assh0les it's a common fact

they take what they want and then

turn their backs

 

You'd think after all this time; I'd be over you.
I actually was … but then, like you promised,
we were together again for a while …
and everything came rushing back -- the memories,
the kisses, the fun -- and I just fell, all over again.

 

Boy meets World- Cory : '' Mom, Listen, I haven't been together with Topanga for twenty-two years, but we *have* been together for sixteen. 'Kay, that's a lot longer than most couples have been together. I mean, when we were born, you told me that we used to take walks in our strollers together in the park. When we were two, we were best friends, I mean, I, I knew everything about this girl. I knew her favorite color. I knew her favorite food. Then we became six, you know, and Eric made fun of me because it wasn't cool to have a best friend that was a girl or even know a girl, so for the next seven years I threw dirt at her. I like to call those "the lost years". Then when I was thirteen, Mom, she put me up against my locker and she kissed me. I mean, she gave me my first kiss. She taught me how to dance. She was always talking about these crazy things and I never understood a word she said. All I understood was that she was the girl I sat up every night thinking about, and when I'm with her I feel happy to be alive. Like I can do anything. Even talk to you like this. So that's, that's what I feel is love, Mom... When I'm better because she's here... and now she won't be. So we're finished. ''

 

When your wit your friends *.go ahead,
act slick.* Do me a favor & call me
*.when you finally grow a dick.*

 

everyone says you become a real man when you’ve had sex…

but I think a real man is one who waits till the end of the world

 for that one special time and cherishes it forever

 

He leaned over and kissed me..
and I kissed him back. And then, our
eyes met and it was like, we both knew.
So we smiled, and kissed again. It was so perfect.

 

--» stretching my arms out as far as they go
..i want you to know, no matter what..
«-* I love you this much *-»

 

It's funny how your worst enemies always seem to
turn out to be all of your
best friend's best friends.

 

If I kissed your neck, would you slit my throat?

 

I don’t really know you that well,
but I can tell that I’m falling for you.
Just the littlest thing you say
makes me get butterflies everyday

 

It's the things you hate about yourself that someday someone will love about you.

 

forget the friends that weren't true

but never forget the ones who stuck by you

 

push it

rock it

roll it

can't control it

 

Everything I learned about breaking hearts I learned from you

 

have y0u ever been in l o v e so0 bad
y0u' d d0 anythin` t0 make them understand--
have y0u ever had someone stealy0ur heart away - 
y0u'd givenethin up t0 make em feel the
                                    x.  s  a  m  e  .x

 

Tell a girl that you love her in front of your friends
& thats a declaration of true love

 

im s0 siCk of my heart fAllin int0
placEs whEre thEre . cant be . a
[ - > h a p p y . E n d i n g < - ]

 

aLL i Do iS THinK oF u..

..CuZ ThE FeeLiNz i HaVe

aRe So StRoNg.. ..

EaCH DaY i WaiT

TiLL i CaN SaY THaT

.. ... I LoVe YoU ...

 

you know that it's over but you still can't let go

the way that you loved him he'll never know

you try to get over the feelings you had

and try not to think of how he hurt you so bad

but no matter what you do or how hard you try

those emotions take you and over and make you break down and cry

how could he do this, you ask yourself each night

you thought he was the one person who made everything alright

even after nights of tear after tear

none of your problems seem to dissapear

you always thought his love would forever last

but now it's become a thing of the past

thoughts of killing run through your head

instead of going through this, you'd rather be dead

after all that i love you's and call after call

you realize you never meant anything to him at all

you try to solve your problems by using a knife

you think you don't have a good enough life

even if he sees the scars on your hand

one things for sure... he'll never understand.


 


Posted at 08:59 pm by ShAkEiTbAbY07
Make a comment

survey!!

ONE
-- name: AnNe MaRiE... oR aNnIe
-- birthplace: RaNkIn!!
-- current location: MaDiSoN!!!
-- eye color: hazel..
-- hair color: brown...
-- height: 5'2 or 5'3
-- righty or lefty: righty
-- zodiac sign: AqUaRiUs!!!

TWO
-- the shoes you wore today: my new balances..
-- your weakness: worrying to much
-- your fears:losing someone i love
-- your perfect pizza: not to much sauce,and pepperoni
-- goal you'd like to achieve: To make everyone i possibly can help..
THREE
-- your most overused phrase on AIM: HAHA
-- your thoughts first waking up: why the hell cant i go back to sleep..
-- your bedtime: whenever i go to sleep..
-- your most missed memory: My GrAmPa.. AnD mY dAdDy!!!

FOUR
-- pepsi or coke: CoKe
-- mcdonald's or burger king: BuRgEr KiNg
-- single or group dates: group normally.. unless its the anniversary..
-- adidas or nike: adidas
-- lipton ice tea or nestea: nestea
-- chocolate or vanilla: VaNiLlA
-- cappuccino or coffee: AcTuAlLy A bLoNdE fRaPpE:)

FIVE
-- smoke:yes
-- curse: yep
-- sing: i cant but i do lol
-- have a crush: no one...
-- do you think you've been in love: YES!!!
-- want to go to college: yep
-- want to get married: yep
-- believe in yourself: sometimes
-- get motion sickness: yes
-- think you're attractive: no
-- think you're a health freak: sometimes
-- get along with your parent(s): depends on what kinda day it is
-- like thunderstorms: hell no..
-- play an instrument: the guitar..
SIX
in the past month...
-- drank alcohol: yeah
-- smoked: yes
-- done a drug: nope
-- made out: yup
-- gone on a date: yup
-- gone to the mall: yes
-- been on stage: yeah today.. i had to do some stupid shit at school..
-- been dumped: yes
-- gone skating: no ive been with people while they were skating..
-- made homemade cookies: yep
-- dyed your hair: yep

SEVEN
ever...
-- been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Yup
-- been caught "doing something": almost
-- gotten beaten up: nope
-- shoplifted:yes..
-- changed who you were to fit in: kinda

EIGHT
-- age you hope to be married: 25
-- how do you want to die: in my sleep or anything that i wont have to suffer or anything.
-- where you want to go to college: im not really sure yet..
-- what country would you most like to visit: Europe or Italy
NINE
in a guy..
-- best eye color? not too picky!!
-- best hair color? not too picky..
-- short or long hair: long hair.
-- height: taller than me
-- best weight: doesnt matter
-- best articles of clothing: HoOdIeS aNd AnYtHiNg ThAt LoOkS gOoD oN tHeM!!!
TEN
-- # of drugs taken illegally: A LOT!!!!
-- # of people I could trust with my life: 3 or 4
-- # of CDs that I own: alot
-- # of piercings:2...
-- # of tattoos: none
-- # of scars on my body: 2many 2 count
-- # of things in my past that I regret: to many

Posted at 08:52 pm by ShAkEiTbAbY07
Comments (1)

Thursday, September 23, 2004
i love you alex..

<table style='font-family : Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; border-collapse: collapse; border: 1px solid black;' cellspacing='0' cellpadding='2' align='center'><form action='http://memegen.net/viewmeme.pl?meme=1074624146' method='POST'><tr><th colspan=2  bgcolor='#000000'><font color='#DDDD88'>Your Suicide.. by <a href='http://www.livejournal.com/users/tragicwaste/'><font color='#DDDD88'>Konstantine</font></a></font></th></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#333333' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #FFFFFF;'>Your Name/Username</span></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #000000;'><input type='text' name='Your Name/Username' value='AnNe MaRiE' size='20'></span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#333333' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #FFFFFF;'>Favorite Number?</span></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #000000;'><input type='text' name='Favorite Number?' value='16' size='20'></span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#333333' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #FFFFFF;'>Favorite Color?</span></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #000000;'><input type='text' name='Favorite Color?' value='HoTt PiNk' size='20'></span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#333333' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #FFFFFF;'>Gender?</span></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #000000;'><select name='Gender?'><option SELECTED>Female<option>Male<option>Undecided<option>Both</select></span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#333333' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #FFFFFF;'>How will you commit suicide?</span></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #000000;'>You will slit your wrists</span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#333333' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #FFFFFF;'>How many tries will it take?</span></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #000000;'>84</span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#333333' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #FFFFFF;'>When will you commit suicide?</span></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #000000;'>March 6, 2017</span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#333333' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #FFFFFF;'>What will your suicide note say?</span></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #000000;'>Maybe now you'll care</span></td></tr><input type='hidden' name='un' value='Konstantine'><input type='hidden' name='meme' value='1074624146'><tr><td colspan=2 align='center' bgcolor='#000000'><input type='submit' value='Fill Out Your Answers and Try it!'></td></tr><tr><td colspan=2 align='center' bgcolor='#000000'><font size='-1' color='#FFFFFF'><a href='http://memegen.net/'><font color='#DDDD88'>Quiz created with MemeGen</font></a>!</font></td></tr></form></table>





i feel like my life truly is ending.. sorry



Posted at 04:18 pm by ShAkEiTbAbY07
Make a comment

Monday, September 20, 2004
mOnDaY sEpT 20th 2004.....

(.:*( tEARS aRE tHE wORDS
  )*:.)mY hEART uSES tO eXPLAIN
 (.:*( wHEN eVEN mY fAKE sMILES
  )*:.) cANT cOVER uP mY pAIN


 
 


 
 
 








  


HeY yAlL iTs BeEn A wHiLe.. well anyways.. im really bored.. and alex is off playin doc.. damn i wish my computer would hold that game.. i really wanna get good at it.. but i dont think alex thinks i ever will.. im not really that patient.. haha.. but whatever.. well i just wanted to say.. my life is GOING REALLY GOOD.. i just miss my baby.. i hate MONDAYS.. because thats the day i have to stop spending every waking moment with my angel.. and put forth an effort to do some school.. damn EDUCATION!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.. haha well i gotta go.. dinners ready and im a hungry girlie.. bye yall..
i love you alex gray.. MWAH!!


-anne marie

Posted at 07:10 pm by ShAkEiTbAbY07
Make a comment

Saturday, September 18, 2004
tonight.. in my world..

What would you say if I asked you not to go?
To forget everyone, forget everything, and start over with me..
Would you take my hand and never let me go?
Promise me you'll never let me go.

Now the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them.
Why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace these wishes I wish

and dreams I chase.
Take this broken heart and make it right.
I feel like I've lost everything when your gone
left remembering what it's like
to have you here with me...
I thought you should know your not making this easy. 
I never thought I'd be the one to say
"Please don't, please don't leave me."
Take my hand and never let me go.
Promise me you'll never let go.
Make this last forever



Tonight was so bad.. i have never seen that side of him before.. the side that when im crying he didnt comfort me.. HE ALWAYS COMFORTS ME.. he always has his arms around me.. i was so scared.. SO INCREDIBLY SCARED!! i didnt know what to do.. so i just cried.. I cried and CRIED AND CRIED.. and i am STILL CRYING.. i lost him again.. i dont know what im going to do without him.. hes my baby.. god my life is going to be so horrible.. Im going to see him tomorrow.. NO MATTER WHAT!!! i have to see him.. Maybe things will be different.. i hope thats not the person that he really is on the inside.. because im so scared of that side.. god.. i love him with my whole heart.. and everything i have is his.. im not strong because when he left my heart and my strength left with him.. THAT KILLS ME.. i dont know what to do.. holy hell.. I LOVE YOU ALEX.. YOUR MY ONE AND ONLY!!! MY UNICORN.. ThE oNe I wIlL gRoW oLd AnD gRaY wItH.. i LoVe YoU bAby!!


- Anne Marie..

hopefully one day his EVERYTHING!!

Posted at 12:50 am by ShAkEiTbAbY07
Make a comment

Friday, September 17, 2004
kjdafklj

get off your damn phone and please call me i need to talk to you alex on the real... please.. im at school in BIOLOGY!! call me.. NOW.. i need to know if your going to pick me up..

Posted at 01:36 pm by ShAkEiTbAbY07
Make a comment

Wednesday, September 15, 2004
song i love...

I was on your porch
The smoke sank into my skin
so I came inside to be with you
we talked all night
about everything you could imagine
cuz in the morning I'll be gone
and  as our eyes start to close
I turn to you and I let you know
that I love you


i love that song.. it means alot to me for some reason.. it just sticks out in my mind.. and yes.. im EmO.. what can i fucking say.. DEAL WITH IT!! haha

Posted at 11:13 am by ShAkEiTbAbY07
Comments (1)

Tuesday, September 14, 2004
*edit.....

CORRECTION.. GETTIN DRUNK WAS VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY FUCKING STUPID!!

Posted at 10:41 pm by ShAkEiTbAbY07
Comments (1)

Next Page